I have lots of friends that are going through their own personal hell!
It’s not somewhere I’d recommend you let yourself get to. I know it can happen very quickly in some cases! But please don’t ignore warning signs. I did and I ended up getting really ill!
If there’s any one that needs to talk, please don’t sit in silence. I can tell you from personal experience holding it all down can be catastrophic. I’m a message away, if you just need to vent! Or call the Samaritans if it’s something more serious 116123.