So I sat there last night overthinking as I do! My life goal is to be able to help and support others in making their lives more manageable. I’ve had to go through my own personal battle to come to this point in my life. I have a long way to go still, in all honesty personal development is always on going for us all!
Quite funnily I just had a consultation with an online doctor this morning, It was his first time treating me! He actually gasped at the amount of medication take! It works for me though for a moment he was sceptical on whether to give me my prescription! I had to tell him to look further into my notes! And was still surprised.
I’m in control of my life now. Well sometimes, maybe, depends on the day!
I’ve had times where I’ve completely broken and had to put my self back together! I’m fortunate to have a pretty amazing family who have been so patient when sometimes I just didn’t listen! This breaking point I think has happened 4 times! When I was in the mental health unit last summer I thought I was at my lowest! Until January when my life changed! My marriage breaking down and not seeing my kids daily broke me in an all together different way! I felt like I was mourning a loss! I was in a way the loss of a massive part of my life.
Life’s hard guys, don’t let any one say ‘just get on with it.’ They probably don’t understand life them selves! Existence is your own personal journey. It’s your own map! Take time to figure out your own path.